Not hide the real me.

i feel that i have failed at this since when i do think im showing myself more someone comments on the fact that i am in fact shying away and i keep to myself. something as simple as who i have a crush on i keep to myself and i have no idea why, for some reason i think its down to i wouldn’t want to know other peoples business so why would they. i think that needs to change, i use this as an additional journal to my everyday ones so i just need to buckle up and do this one all ready, the easiest things i can talk about are movies and tv because that is what my own family talk about all the time and hide the personal things most of the time. plus im an introvert so dont talk much until i feel like i am used to someone and know they will be around often. bleh whatever, too many goals to achieve

i have in the last few days tried my best to talk about myself, at times i did ok but at times i just gave up, I’m trying to get to talking casually with my housemates, so far so good

no one knows me