Well I had yesterday the only chance to make it happen but it didn’t. The good things is that I tried to push it to happen rather than force it to happen so at least I didn’t make a complete fool of myself. I was a bit sad that I hadn’t learnt anything and I nearly changed all my life because of something. I was sad that I believed that there were signs that something good was going to happen and it finished as always. I promised myself not to cry about it by just keeping myself busy. Anyway, there’s no need to keep this goal any longer.
Dec 14, 2008, 12:54AM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
But it’s a simmilar it. I just have to make it happen this time. I mean the new it.
Nov 30, 2008, 04:31AM PST | 0 comments
I don’t know. I want to make it happen and then I think maybe that’s not the best idea. If it happens and it won’t make me happy I’ll be miserable. But if I don’t try I’ll be miserable anyway. But do I REALLY want it? Ugh…
Nov 16, 2008, 02:14AM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
Stop watching the movies and live them.
Every time some stupid, Foolish idea comes into my head,
go with it.
Like the wind goes, thoughtless, free, uncharmed.
I want to have the opportunity to be who i want to be, do what i want to do, no sadness.
Is this even possible?
Feb 17, 2008, 02:30PM PST | 0 comments
Rather than talking about it, I’m beginning to just do it. I’ve got a million bright ideas, and am glad to say, acting on a few of them on a regular basis lately, has me feeling unstoppable.
Dec 03, 2007, 09:48PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
Every day I make it happen, and every day I will continue making it happen! Just have confidence in yourself and the rest will follow. =)
Nov 17, 2006, 01:07PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
Aug 20, 2006, 07:43AM PDT | 0 comments
I made it happen, made it happen again, and then kept making it happen.
I have been so busy for weeks now, and have so much going on, so much that I have promised to others and myself that would happen, I can see I went to far.
I passed the point where I could even enjoy anything as I am always worried about all the other things…if that makes sense.
A great ride, but at the end of this, I’m more ‘done’ than the goal is, as in finished, ‘kaput’, exhausted.
Aug 07, 2006, 01:40PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
http://kotoba.noteigi.com/
I want to know what I can do.
Jul 31, 2006, 06:05AM PDT | 0 comments
I released “やさしさのていぎ(Definition of kindheartedness)” today.
http://yasashisa.noteigi.com/
Sorry but this site is for japanese only.
This is a kind of experiment. I want to consider the possibility more.
Jul 19, 2006, 05:51AM PDT | 0 comments
