become closer to my sister

We’ve never been close, and I’ve always been very judgmental of her decisions, so this will not be easy.

I want to be closer to my sister like in love, i want her not get hurt, and be safe. I want her to be happy all the time, and I don’t want her to feel like she’s doing everything for me. I don’t like that at all cause i want both of us to be happy and not like me paying to go swimming all the time. And i don’t want her to have to pay just because i can’t get off my butt, and save some money. That’s all i need to do.
So, she still is being too nice to me and i like i said i don’t want her paying all the time. But she thinks that’s all okay and that i should save some money cause now, she is starting to realize that she is the one payind all the time. And we both hate it. So that’s all i have to say, and i hope your’e having a really great day, and i hope you do. Good-Bye.