Do more for myself

Lately I have been more concerned about what makes other people happy instead of myself. I feel like I’m always being someones shoulder to cry on- which i dont mind its just doing it constantly makes me feel like im in the middle of everyones problems. I have a hard time saying No to people and i let people walk all over me. im tired of it!!!

I’m a young (well I say young….23yr old) single mother of 2 lil boys. I have agoraphobia and depression. I’d like to find time to do more things for myself. To be Lianne again and not just Mammy. maybe spend money on myslelf every once in a while or go out more than twice a yr! lol

I had a wonderful time last night. I went out to my sister in law’s hen’s night. It was so much fun. We started out the evening at The Xchange in South Yarra. We saw a great Drag Show there. One of the girls was absolutely gorgeous – you would never guess that she was a he!

From there we went to another pub that I can’t remember the name of at present. It was packed – hardly any room to move, but lots of friendly people wanting to talk to the bride to be & her friends draped in tinsel (Nicole had a veil and tiara, we had a length of tinsel draped across us!). Then it was onto The Blue Room for a short while. By this time I’d stopped the drinks – I’d had more than enough. The difference between 20 and 30 is that I now know when the drinks should stop! lol.

Then it was on to Hungry Jack’s, and then to Frost Bites (what can I say, we were desperate to keep the night going – lol).

All in all a great night, it really took me back to my younger years – well not counting the gay club, never visited one of those when I was younger!

Last night I organised a babysitter and went out to the movies by myself. Tuesday and Wednesday nights almost drove me crazy as the kids kept playing up so I knew I needed a night out. It was too late to ask a friend along, but I hade a great evening anyway. Went to see December Boys. Really enjoyed it.

Today I’ve bought myself a good bottle of red wine. It’s a lot easier to relax in the evening if you have a nice glass of wine to enjoy!

Yay for us – and good luck everyone!

at this point, I think so

After I move out (by move out, I mean AWAY from my parents) and get my priority things straightened out (driving, car, etc.)... my next major purchases will likely be an LCD monitor for the desktop PC, and a laptop (with a wifi card of course!)

i actually went shopping and spent about $1000 all on me! it was fun, i had my ex with me carrying my bags!