stop planning

It only happened because I was committed to viewing my world through a different lens. No longer was the future as important as the present.

I think there needs to be a balance. Planning out every possible scenario for my future is tiring and a waste of time. I’m learning to live in the moment more. Also I learned when I don’t plan I don’t expect anything, so if my plan gets flubbed up I won’t be dissapointed and I’d be able to roll with the punches. This goal was interconnected with a lot of other things I needed to achieve. And I’ve done it. :-)

Every time I plan, it never happens anyway. I try so hard to make things happen and they don’t. Funny thing is that it always works out for the best. I think I need to just stop altogether and see what the powers-that-be have in mind for me. Whats meant to be, will be, I suppose?

I’ve found spontaneity is one thing that makes me happy. I feel restricted with a plan. There should always be wiggle room to have fun in life.