have faith that everything is going to be okay

Everything always works out. It always has, so it always will.

I’m feeling the economic crisis really hard. Makes it hard to get where I want to go. A really huge dream has come true for me but I don’t have the money to get there. :-( Times are rough. I have to have faith that everything is going to be okay. Because it always is, right?

at this. I’ve always been sort of a control freak when it comes to how events play out in my life. I was always trying to manipulate people and situations to get my way. I’ve been working on things and I feel I’m getting a little bit better at letting things play out without trying to interfere. I still have to work on my frustration when they don’t work out my way but that’s getting better too.

Everything is going to be okay.

I cosigned a lease for a friend of mine almost a year ago and she was planning to move out of this house at the end of the lease(next month) but she has also been having serious money trouble and now she owes the leasing company $1350. Which means I owe them $1350 which I don’t have to give. Which means I’m going to be trying really hard to have faith that everything will be ok.

Sometimes this is really hard.

‘be brilliantly organised’

“When I look into the future, it is so bright, it burns my eyes”.
- Oprah Winfrey

is hard. Since I was 13 or so I’ve never been very good at this. It’s a constant struggle to let things unfold the way they will instead of trying to make them unfold the way I want. I know that everything is going to be ok, ok? I think…

Seeing this every day, and remembering it during the day as I work, relax etc is helping me to believe that things will be ok. The comment that DeniseS put (below) helps too; when I do find myself worrying I think of what she said, and daydream about alternative, delightful, exciting outcomes.

"even if the best solution is not one you would have originally dreamed of"