write something, anything everyday

I think I’m going to go buy a journal today to make sure I really am writing something every day. I used to write all of the time – poems, stories, notes, journal entries, etc. – but I can’t remember the last time lately that I just sat down with my thoughts and spilled them onto paper. : (

I had a romantic dream with the guy that I have a secret crush with.

Those kisses and his arm around my neck kept me thinking of him all morning..

I didn’t get up to excercise and I blame him for this!

I felt like something hit me emotionally and it made me feel down. I kept myself in my room watching movies and hoped that the movies would cheer me up. They did but I still felt a little bit down this morning so I cried. I am better but not so cheerful. I have tried many ways to cheer myself up; wrote my diary, hid in my own world, watched movies, talked to friends and family and finally cried.

When I am feeling down, I usually don’t talk about it to friends or family. I just talk about other things to forget what depresses me. The best ways to cheer myself up are to cry and write things down. I feel okay now.

Thus, I am starting to work long hours again. I just finished my work for today. My feet get sore. My face is oily. My eyes are closing. My tummy is growling.

I’d better go to get something to eat or go straight to bed!

GOOD NIGHT

JOY

I am so sorry that i have to keep low profile for a couple of days due to my busy and hectic schedule.

However, I still give all my cheers out to all who cheer me. ;]

I will be back when I can take control of all the works at my shop. Now everything seems to be out of control. Arghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

Sincerely yours,

Joy ;]

we are chatting on the net for an hour now and the old feeling is coming back. I hope that i just enjoy talking to him and there is no more than that.

The old time of laughing with the computer screen is coming back again.

I enjoy it.

after coming back from running, i checked my inbox and found 3 messages from Michael. They surprised me. He asked how i was doing and asked me to keep in touch.

I wrote him a short email saying that i am doing fine.

confused

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confused!!!!!

i picked up my best friend at the bus station and then we went to Songkhla together. We went for our close friends’s wedding. We knew the couple for a long time and were very glad to be on their wedding day. There were so many of people at the wedding party. I cried at the ceremony as I am so happy for them. They are a really young and happy couple. CONGRATULATION

busy schedule,
early wake up,
lack of sleep
are part of my life again!

i am going to bed!

GOOD NIGHT

;]

JOY