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My family doesnt even know who I am. I have no connection with them. I never talk to them, And they all worry about me beacuae the way I look. Thye think Im into drugs, and having sex. My mom has disowned me, and I want to get a realationship back with her but she wont give me the time of her day…
Family is a thing I cherish. The little family that I have is very important to me, And only one of them is actually my real family member ( My Father) The others are jsut realy close friends but I look at them as my family cause I dont realy have one. I just dont know how to make relationship with my family again. Im afraid what there gonna think of me. How I dress, Act, And look. Im so scared to go to this years family reunion… Everytime I go no one talks to me realy. They just kinda all ignore me cause im diffrent, The only one I realy talk to is my cousin cause shes like me jsut doesnt look and dress like me, Cause her parents dont let her. Me and her realy have a connection but of course the only family member that likes me and wants to see me and talk to me lives an hour and a half away.. Hmm I guess I will try my hardest at the family reunion to try and make a connection with my family members..Maybe I will write a letter and read it to everyone! =\ I just dont wanna start crying in front of everyone >.> Hmm Well its comming up soon so i guess I should get writing!

This afternoon is a perfect example of this, I’ve actually done this, and I haven’t in some time.
Stuff in my house has always been kind of quiet, though its not because people aren’t in my house, its because the people who live here are always tense and wanting to go at eachother, but don’t because they’re just so fed up with all of it.

But today, my auntie and her fiance came over and my dad and his cousin all the same side of the family anyway, we’re all sitting on the porch of my house talking to eachother, and laughing, actually happy to be around eachother.
Its kind of funny, even though things around my house, well my family has been less than perfect, it seems as though when things get rough for us, we always have eachother to lean on….I thought everyone had forgotten this…I’m happy to see that they haven’t.

i have a sister who is only about 2 years older than me and we seriously do not talk at all. i guess its because we’re both shy and when you get two shy people together…no one starts a conversation but i would really like to get to know her more since shes leaving for college in just a year. and i guess i dont really communicate with my parents because i dont think they understand me one bit. and all of my other relatives dont even live in the same state as me…i guess i could try calling them. but i’ve found i do better when i keep to myself rather than telling people about my feelings..

My mother and sister got myspaces. It helps a lot. Any my moms myspace is a guarunteed laugh every time I look at it.

Since moving up to Tallahassee, I don’t talk to my family nearly enough. I feel like I only call home when I need something, which is horrible. I don’t want to make myself call though, because I would feel just as bad about it if the calls felt forced.