not give a fuck

Fuck does not give anything to me. I’m so chicken shit, I don’t even now what I’m scared of. Somebody let me borrow a bag of “not giving a fuck” pls.

Switch off the mind, trust your intuition, act as if you’re free already!

quick rundown: i’ve worked at this doctors officae for a little more than three years. there’s only three employees, myself, micheal and this bitch denise. now she is’nt always a bitch just when she doesn’t get her way or gets called out on something. so my issue with her is that 1. she used to work for the doctor like ten years ago and since she’s been back thinks she runs the joint (unfortunately b/c my boss is such a pussy she pretty much does) 2. she keeps trying to be my friend and i keep putting it off b/c i know something isn’t right with her 3. she’s the constant victim in a situation. so i used to date a patient for the past year and change and we broke up a few months ago on some real dirty shit but none the less i’m over it now. at the time i needed someone to talk to just on some skimming the surface of the issue type of thing, so what do i do, i go to her. she’s been trying to be buddy buddy with me since she started back here almost 2 years ago so i thought ok let’s try. not that i shunned her all this time i’m just a strong believer in keeping business seperate from playtime. she’s always come to me with her paersonal problems and i always lent my ear to her so i figured why not. everything went smoothly until she got pissed off at me for some nonchalant bullshit. so what does this little bitch do: last time my ex came to my office she’s all nicey nice with him, signaling him to come over and talk with her, finding out shit, laughing it up with him all types of real high school shit. now mind you i’m 25 and she’s 43! but i am in a not give a fuck mood so this week is gonna be very interesting for her.

that’s gonna be my new motto. i’m tired of being used, not given the benefit of the doubt and being taken advantage of. right now i’m gonna get what i can from people and keep it moving. fuck feelings, fuck whats wrong, fuck morals. it hasn’t gotten me far enough in life. it’s very true that the nice person always finishes last.