I am a vegetarian. What i mean by this is that i know that my health will be better when i am completely vegetarian. Since i was 18, i have been vegearian for about half the year, usually in the summer. I suppose i have more drive and energy to cook, and im generally more active. In the winter i cave, and “treat” myself with friends to whatever greasy foods may be offered, or i may crave. By the mid winter, my weight, mood and general person is a mess. WHY?

So, i decide to stop to become a full time vegetarian. I must tell my boyfriend. After all, he does not want a fat, lazy, sick, moody girl with him. Not to mention of guilt and self loathing of knowing i know how to live to feel well, but that i just dont. Its like a self injuring lifestyle.

So! Yay! Lets begin. I am scarred of telling people. My parents will be pleased, as they are vegetarians, but my boyfriend’s parents and friends dont know… Ill be that person that demands special food…

And not just vegetarian, i dont want to have milk products and eggs either…. 2 months ago

I’m moving out and I know that chicken is just easier to get. Once I can afford to, I’ll gladly go back to my ways. I feel out of my element 23 months ago