as you may or may not have noticed, I marked this “worthy of doing,” “have done this,” “I want to do this again.”
I don’t believe that orientation is a stable thing… we can question for years. sexuality is just as fluid as gender. (and if you don’t think gender is fluid, well, you have your own answer to yourself, don’t you?) but I’ve been feeling much better, much happier since I “decided.” I still question, but now I have an answer. and sometimes the best part of a day is having one thing that you can say YES! to and feel no shame for.
when I was small enough to disappear into corners, I didn’t know that you could be anything except bisexual, pansexual, all-loving…
I still don’t understand why you would choose only boys or only girls only only only, anatomically of course, but it’s a personal choice. even only humans. I suppose it’s a sort of a fetish – accepting only certain kinds of anatomy? would you say so?
I refuse to be humilated for my sexuality. I refuse to let my friends be put down for who they love. I refuse to tolerate homophobia OR heterophobia or any sort of prejudice based on sexuality or sexual orientation in my sphere of influence. my community is vaccillatory and conservative, and while discrimination is not publicly practiced, there is still, I feel, an undercurrent of ‘tolerance’ as opposed to acceptance, and at times not even true tolerance… to which I say, LET THOSE BASTARDS EAT CAKE!
