focus on my goals

I have many bright ideas but I only do them half way.

For me this suggests that an evaluation and prioritization of values needs to occur. I currently value:

1. Lying in bed until I feel guilty and decide I ought to really get up.
2. Watching television
3. Staying on the PC for far too long googling things I googled yesterday and the day before, and not really feeling any the wiser.
4. Worrying about feeling disconnected from people.

There is evidence of a fight to distract myself, but nothing to indicate that my life includes aspects that I want to actively partake in.

It really scares me, and I know that, to state the obvious, I have to make conscious changes that will allow me to constantly be aware of myself. To stop myself from moving in the direction of avoidance and to just sit if I feel that this is the case.

I’m prone to motion away from what my heart asks for.

if you have no plan, you plan to fail

It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed.-Theodore Roosevelt]

It was a high counsel that I once heard given to a young person, “Always do what you are afraid to do.”-
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude. -Thomas Jefferson

Dost thou love life, then do not squander time,
for that’s the stuff life is made of.
Benjamin Franklin

About a month and a half ago this conversation helped get me back on track. Still I miss the socialzation but I was spending more time and energy talking about doing things than doing them. I think I can now comfortably mark this complete.

There are few times where I have time to actually look at my life for where it is going. I want to increase the frequency. If I have myself remind me to get a better perspective then I think that’ll help. One step at a time i guess.

I have a week ahead of me, away from work…I have to consciously use them wisely. Not been doing much except follow what everyone else is doing…Tasks this week include planning a schedule, having a vision, making goals and deadlines…
Physical goals, spiritual goals and others. Going to create a daily timetable till I get better at it…

It is so easy to lose focus when your personal life gets hit suddenly…The feeling of “what difference does it make” creeps in…But I allowed myself 1 week of moaning and now – limping back to normal…How does one get over heartaches?
But now, I find all the goals I began have been left hanging in mid-air…I am going to find that momentum again…
Reading “Conversations with God”, and finding that I like it…Maybe, I have heard these ideas before but this is the one I am getting transformed by :)
Keep it up, baby!