be someone else

Reading over my list, I came to this item. Apparently, my thinking has changed since I added this goal. I now find myself wondering why I would want to be anyone other than me. I’m obviously me for a reason. A better goal would be “Be myself and love it.”

Who should i Be?

But who would I be?

i always feel like im not pretty enough, or not smart enough. I always picture myself happy with everything i ever wanted :( but rahh it’s hard,, if i see someone prettier or more smarter than me i get EXTREMLEY jealous i mean to the MAX!!!!!

i hate it so bad.

now i remember one of my crazy times. maniac depression

i stoped my social life, but yet i went on with my studies.
then i was mute on my corner of the classroom, and i started to see myself speaking with the others. smiling with the others. touching the others. that was my worst nightmare. someone else being me

i could be, i could be the person i thought i was. but he, he is someone else already

Maybe a celebrity?...or maybe someone in my family?...maybe a close friend?..no…I think I’ll just find someone I admire..someone who’s everything I want to be.

Well it counts for me! I was in a play and I was someone else for sure!

It was fun!

my entire life i’ve always wanted to be someone i wasn’t. i was never hip enough or good enough or had the right clothes or said the right things. i’ve never really knew what i wanted to be (still don’t). i have no “style” i just am. I always wanted to be the cool eclectic person…a cross between Jack Kerouac, Bob Dylan, Ani DiFranco, Todd Snider, Jack Johnson and Kate Hudson. but i am none of those things. i am as vanilla as vanilla gets.