Today I got insulted cause I was well…short and cause I ussally scream at the boys but the mocked me screaming like I was a godly girl that was today

-Bindi, terribly sad 1 week ago

Still workin on this. I tend to let irritating foolish people get to me. 4 months ago

Yesterday, I HAD to bring my cat litter out…it was stinking up the apartment…it was like 11pm and I just had to do it…then when I reached the end of the stairs…I noticed my idiot neighbor..clearly having spotted me fumbling around his bag “trying to find his keys’.... he was there for about 1o minutes… i was like ‘oh please!!!’Then I just walked out past him… without talking; he just pisses me off…and I just don’t like the man… he is too nervous and weird… then on the way up the stairs he was going in to his door and was like: ‘can we be friends?’ and I was like ‘I dot know what you are talking about’ and went in to the apartment… it’s like, can I not throw the cat litter out without having a big deep convo at like 1am??? .... then, it just totally changed my vibe.. I wouldn’t mind… but they are directly bellow us… so, it’s just non stop crap energy I pick up on…. I feel like it just changed my whole mood and energy…. he is DEFINITELY an emotional vampire!... but I need to not let it effect me like this! 10 months ago

Today I was buying cat food and I felt really good about myself… I don’t know why…loool… but when I went up to buy the cat food I felt like the woman behind the till was jealous of me and wanted to put me down… and when I left the shop I felt like I was about to burst in to tears… I need to stop this…
I feel like when people are jealous of me they try to put me down or something although there is no physical proof for this… I just ‘feel’ things… 10 months ago

I didn’t add this goal TWO MINUTES ago and already some FUCKING IDIOT just screamed ‘ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh’ for NO FUCKING REASON outside my apartment… some scumbag!!!! 10 months ago

I live on literally the nosiest street in this country… people are constantly screaming, children are constantly abusing passers by, and my neighbor is a big fat scumbag who calls me names through my window when I tell him to shut the fuck up… so, basically, I have a reason to be sensitive to sound… but it can ruin my whole day a lot of the time… so I need to let it not effect me that badly… any help would be greatly appreciated…

PS: I live in a very very very rough area… so the sounds are never pelasant 10 months ago

instead of yelling at my parents in terms of disagreement, i could just say….”i FEEL as though this is happening” or “I don’t like this” or I FEEL like”, now i just gotta put this in practice 11 months ago

i’m learning that as long as i emphasize that I surround myself w/ people that bring me up, its ok if here and there people joke around. I emphasize completely b/c I spent 4 years surrounding myself to at least 1 friend, who would just love bringing me down. 2 years ago

Well guess wat, I’m realizing that I shouldn’t take things too seriously, for instance, my friend decided to be mean and pull a prank (I have to admit, it was pretty clever) by posing as a stalker who stole her phone, and she admitted she was trying to be clever, if I was 7 years ago, I would’ve seriously had anger management problems, but I knew my friend is a jokester, and I decided to let it pass, little did I know I got a migrane from actually trying not being aware that I was letting my feelings in, yet little did I know, I had potential to at least improve a little in reducing the amount of sensitivity that I had 2 years ago