Lose at least 20 pounds

Okay, so i haven’t been on here in a while, but as you can see from my post before, I was 210 in january.

guess what I am now???!!!!

157!!!!!!

and still losing!!!!! OMG!!

I’m SOOO HAPPY!

I haven’t really realized that I lost over twenty pounds until now…
at the beginning of the year i was a 6’1” 210 lb male, and now I’m 6’1” and 180 lbs!!!!!

I’ve been a vegeterean for almost a year now, but I just recently became super strict and health concerned.

And now look!!!
and it’s still coming off!!!!

So I will figure out when I can oommit myself to this and try again later.

I’m happy with that… I had to come to terms that a loss is good even though it’s not much, it will add up over time.

Done with the second week and I lost 4 MORE LOBS.!!!! YAY!
13 more to go for my goal.

I started weight watchers about a week ago and in the first week I lost 3 lbs!!!! 17 more to go!!!

Im not exactly sure how much I weigh, but this sounds like a good amount to lose, I just dont like the way I look, or feel. Having pictures taken of me is a nightmare I HATE that I look so big, my FI says that Im really not that big. I feel like I am though, he hates when I say that im chubby, but sometimes I can’t help but say that…

I still wanna lose the rest of the weight I gained when I was pregnant…still got some more to go, but working on it.

I’m changing the date yet again. :( Maybe I can do this by the end of the year.

Its so frustrating. I started Weight Watchers with my Mom saying I was gonna lose 15 or so pounds cause that was all I thought I needed to lose. After months on the program and being 30 pounds lighter I look at myself and still see where I need to improve. I have stopped going to Weight Watchers…but I have not really gained any weight and if I have its no more than 3 pounds. I try really hard and have finally decided that I need to do something. It started as just wanting to look good and be skinny and fit into the narrow scope of beauty that people have. I wear a size 12 now…Im happy with that sometimes….but I could be smaller…my goal is to be smaller…I want to be in a bikini and able to look good in it. I want to look at myself and know I did it…I made it…I want to rid the last 10 – 20 pounds…I want to be healthy and beautiful. Those last pounds could help me gain self confidence to walk down a runway. I will do it…I just need faith in myself…