be not afraid

I have been used by guys who told me that they cared about me and that they were always going to be there! And Because of that I’m to scared to get close to any guy because I’m scared that they will do the same thing! I miss not having someone there to tell me that they love me and hold me! I just want to be confident about guys and I want to be brave enough to be in a relationship, but I don’t think I know how! Got any advice?

i wnat to go uot and stand up to the bitches! Not not know what to say to them. I always blank like that! Then when i lay in bed at nigh, i stare at my seling and think abot what i should have said, but will never get the chance to say! I want to not be intimidated by people. Including:
My parents
The bitches
My father
and all in all, the world.
Dont get me wrong, I have alot of self confidance, just not the quick wit that alot of people have.
When someone says something to me i want to eather be able to ignoir it, or throw it back in their face!!!
but i can do neither!
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oh where to begin. the main reason i put this as a goal is because for too long now i have been struggling realy bad anxiety. i am on medication and seeing a therepist, both which have helped tremendously, but there are just so many things that i am afraid of now. socially especially. i don’t go out like i used to, i don’t drive, i don’t have a job right now, nor am i going to school. this is not good…this is NOT who i want to be. so this is the number 1 goal on my list, because i want to STOP letting fear control my life. it will probably be the hardest thing i have ever had to do, but i am going to try. there will be many other goals on this list that are related to this subject, sub-topics if you will.
It is more than the anxiety though. conquoring that is first, but even afterwards, i will still be working on being not afraid. there are so many things i want to experience in life, so many places i want to go! and i get so scared at the thought of actually doing them. i want to trust in the Lord with all my heart, and be not afraid to live this life for all it’s worth. so there you have it.