Apologize to the people I've hurt in my past

I have found (on classmates.com) one of the people I wanted to apologize to and I wrote to her but I haven’t heard from her and that was quite a long time ago. So I am thinking that maybe she doesn’t have a membership or something and can’t read her mail. But I found her on Reunion.com also, I am going to send her an email there as well and see if I get any results.

There a few people that I’d like to apologize to in the worst way. The truth would probably hurt them, and I don’t know if the apology is for me or them. People always tell you to tell the truth; that telling the truth is always the right thing to do. But what if that truth is going to hurt people? Maybe it was just my mistake to lie in the first place, and now it’s my cross to bear for the rest of my life. I shouldn’t burden them with it. It doesn’t seem right.

But doesn’t prevent from hurting others :(

Well, the person I wanted to apologize to finally wrote to me. I don’t know if my apology helped, but at least I feel that I did something positive toward that goal.

I still haven’t heard from the person I apologized to. Well, I’ve done what I thought was right, and I’m certainly not going to give up on this one. Sometimes you just have to go beyond those that hold grudges! Right E?

There is someone on here (I think) that I knew back in 1983 or so. I mean, what are the chances. Well, this is someone that I want to apologize to in the worst way. I was a miserable bastard to this person, and I just hope I can say how sorry I am for what I was in the past.

Stay tuned!

I suppose that this is one of my primary goals, or one that might go along with “having no regrets”. I can think of times in my life when people genuinely wanted to be with me or help me and I’ve pushed them away. I honestly don’t know why I did that, but I can say that I’ve hurt people doing this. Some people say that if people are friends, they will overlook things, but I don’t think that some things can be overlooked.

I would like to find some of these people and tell them how sorry I am. While rationally, I realize that my actions were in the past and happened when I was a different person, I still feel that my making amends might lift some of the guilt and regrets I’ve had over the years.