Have a functional relationship with someone.

‘nough said

the cycle of it all i think is just that i am too giving.
can one be too giving? maybe, maybe not. what i do know is that a fuctional relationship isn’t one that invoves my ex. and is probably one that doesnt involve my new interest. i think that i will give up on this as i need some time for me before i even think about giving any more of myself to others, especially when those ‘others’ always seem to muck it all up in the end anyway.

but were any of them actually functtional? they all end up so bad and i know break ups are never too easy but hey i mean wtf, cant a guy have just ONE realtionship that doesnt end in infidelity(hers not mine). Christ ill be 27 in december and have not dated one girl that doesnt screw around. crazy huh? maybe i should get out of texas…when i graduate….who knows?

Well, I finally met someone (or something changed in me, or both) where I’m not afraid to get close to them.

Neat!

I did go on a nice date with someone. Wow, go me! I never do that, I’m such a workaholic freak. Nice guy, met him through work, I’m taking it slow. Funny, boys and girls are coming out of the woodwork this week. I’ll keep you posted…