have a group of friends

i just need to get into dr nox school then kss and im going to have a bunch of friends

sometimes i wish i just ahd a group of friends to hang out with. i guess i used to have that, wed go otu to eat and hang out on fridays. but thats not the case anymore and to be hoenst i really miss that. the thign is that now i have a boyfriend, and sad to say, but ive grown distant with a lto of people. i dont know why it is, an i didnt take much noticeof it early on, but now i see my boyfriend with his group of friends, and i think, wow, what in the world did i do? i just really miss the feeling of closeness and being able to share and idk, its just really different now. everytime im with him, and i pass by his group of friends, its always hi a dn bye. but i dont really knwo them well, and i cant say i made much effort to getting to knowthem, but its just really awkward because they already have their group and their insiders and its just really weird. it seems like id intrude or something. its just really weird. it seems hard to get to knwo his group of friends i just cant seem to keep a conversation going. i dont knwo why that it, but ijust cant. i guess i never was good at socializing. sure i can do small talk, btu theres only so much to say, and after that, its like oh what hsould i say next?

Man! :(

not in my city but i’ve found a group of fantastic people ..they are my friends..i love to stay together and a have a good time in the summer time..i miss you so much