know what I want

1. fashion
2. clothes
3. jewellery
4. browsing the net for fashion i can’t afford or inspirations.
5. music and books and other sources of pleasure and inspiring gadgets.
6. trying to wear the same clothes in my cupboard in different ways because i have no others and can’t buy anymore.
I really need to be serious about life now. i need money

What I’d like out of my life:
1. To travel
2. To have fun
3. To be comfortable with difficult or changing situations
4. For my family to be happy
5. To see new places
6. To make some money
7. To find a career path that will make all this possible
8. To help others
9. To live life to the full
10. To have meaningful life experiences instead of moping around the house watching TV and surfing the internet for jobs
11. To find something I am passionate about

The above are not really in any order.

So, I think I’m going to mark this as completed because, after giving it a lot of thought and taking other people advice into consideration, I realize that know matter what I do, I will never know what I want. No one really does. I almost think that I know that I don’t want to know what I want. Things will always be changing, so there really isn’t ever a right answer.

This seems pretty much impossible at this point. I’m going to keep trying, but I am having a hard time seeing this being able to be worked out.

Life isn’t hard I just got to decide although sometimes it is hard to know what I am deciding from.

I realized this weekend that one big thing that I want is for my life to be calm. I spent the weekend with someone who is kinda all over the place and I spent the whole day with them. By the end of it I just wanted to get away. I’m a social person but in a very different way, and sometimes its hard for me to work in other environments. I am young 24 and I will be honest I really like to staying at home and having people over more than going out. Don’t get me wrong I enjoy going out sometimes but lately it seems like its been happening way more than I would like. I am also done drinking on the weekend expect wine with dinner. I don’t drink on any other days but Friday and Saturday but even thats too much for me. So I will try wine at dinner and see how that goes, I think it will be nice. So one of the things that I want in my life is for it to be calm and cozy.

Things i know: I want to do more art and take classes, I want to take a dance class (I will be terrible of course), I want to talk more alot more. Perviously i was in this group where, i will admit, people were looked down upon if they didn’t fit into the ‘smart’ ‘cultured’ and ‘above it all’ role. At the time i thought okay this is what i want to be like. Now no way, it was foolish as a result i can’t just go be silly with people i dont know. So i think its time to turn over a new leaf. I want to get out of the current city I am living in and move, I want to laugh alot! I dont want to care so much about all the other stuff but I do want to be happy and have people around me that i am happy with. Not so bad i think.

I wasn’t talking about little things when I chose this goal. I have no problem making decisions or anything, I was more talking about the fact that I want a career change. That I want to make a difference and still be able to support myself. I have some ideas of how I could do this. There have been clues as though the world is conspiring to help me find my purpose.(Yeah, I read alot and that came out of The Alchemist.)But I put alot of bank in those ideas about coincidence being confirmation, and following your instincts.

What on earth do I want?

1. To be happy, I generally am.
2. Spend time with family
3. Spend time with friends
4. Get married someday
5. Have a family
5. A happy home
6. A apartment that I actually like thats cozy.
7. To enjoy my job, which i very much do.
8. The feeling of being satisfied.

So to be honest now that I write it down all that i want is my family and friends and to be happy. Well that was interesting, I thought i wanted so much more and to be honest I didn’t think I even knew what I wanted.

should I study Geography or Classics (Latin and Greek) at uni ????

HELP.