stop watching porn

im not sure if it’s that big of a deal to watch porn i mean yeah it will get in the way… but its not really a good idea to just get really mad about yourself if you do jack off to some porn. i mean i did and really what is beating yourself up gonna do. i didn’t watch porn for like 3 weeks than today i did. i’m not sure why. but I’ll tell you what im not gona do is get all hurt and think that i cant talk to woman or I’m a bad person because i jacked off to a porno flick!! i’m gona accept it and learn from it.

With all that said there is more to life and i am trying to develop other positive habits besides this one becuase its not productive!!!

I’m definitely sick of this. I’m gonna quit. I started out great, but failed yet again. Let’s all try to make 2010 the best year ever by quiting this habit. Who’s up for it?

some of my friends are real strong addicts and they are not Christians, thats all they mostly talk about. SEX. i always tell myself that this habits for lonely losers but i do it myself. Its no wonder i havent been able to get a gf for yrs cause of this filth T_T
Anyone here whos got good advice?

i havent been on it as long as others, i started a few yrs ago…Im 19 now and everytime i do it i just feel like its a NEED. Ive only ever had one gf and that was before i started…im trying my best these last few months to destroy this habit once and for all! It pisses me off and hurts me everytime i do it, i feel defeated, no matter how hard ive tried…im going to keep trying no matter what, for God and for everyone around me. I hope those pornography industries burn in hell…

I’ve been trying to get out of it for a while and it’s bee really hard. I talked to an counselor about it and he suggested to share the problem with the people you love the most and that you know will help you. Doing this, really has helped me stop my problems momentum. The ideas and images still come back though. But I take them out and don’t think about it, and turn to God for help.

I’m still struggling though. I fall every now and then, but I’m not finished if I loose. I’d be finished if I quit.

It’s nearly three in the morning and I just finished berjerking the gerk. I felt good. I felt orgasmic. I feel like such a loser. I do it every night around this time. As I type this, my brother is sleeping in his bed whilst I lie on the floor covered in man juice. It’s gross. It’s not right. It’s a problem, an addiction. It’s gotten to the point where I’m not even functioning correctly. I’m a horny asshole who’s mean to his girlfriend. For fuck sakes, she’s sleeping over and I’m still doing it! What the fuck’s wrong with me?

I’ve got to stop. I will stop. I can. There’s is a lot more to life to explore and I won’t be able to do any of that shit if I just waste my time in front of a bright screen, flashing nudie pictures in a dark room. What the fuck’s wrong with me?

I’m done. I’m done. I’m fucking done.

2:51 AM. Wednesday. 11 November 2009

Happy Veterans Day.

this has affected everything in my life. well not in an extremely bad way but …there are hidden damanges caused by this ….i wish i could go back and repair some but …unfortunately I can’t change my past.

I really really really wish i could but …..whats the point of worrying of something u can’t change… but I can change my present and future …by kicking this addiction out …

let it not affect my work, my daily tasks, my routine schedule, my volunteering activities, my social life, my self-esteem, my school stuff ….and everything else that i do…

I’ve been doing good actually. This site is definitely a positive influence in the struggle to defeat this bad habit :)

there are so many positive things i could be doing besides this little habit of mine. its a waste of time

hi i am 14 and am addicted to porn. i want to stop it. every time i do it something bad happens.i spend a lot of time alone at home and watch porn.i want to stop it. please help me and pray for me. i really really want to stop watching porn