remember

I haven’t seen my dad in exactly two weeks.
He just got home like, ten or twenty minutes ago. A couple seconds ago our conversation goes-

Dad: “you loosin’ weight?”
Me : ”...yeah…”
Dad: “good. i can tell.”

Awwww he rarely ever compliments someone on something unless it’s big. He’s the kind of parent that always has to point out a million not-so-good things before he can point out just one good thing. And he didn’t point out any bad things at all, he just went for the good thing.

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Awwww.

Koary.

It’s no use trying to get your family to do something progressive as long as you’re the youngest and too young to made an impact on their thoughts. They don’t know better and they don’t want to know better. As they don’t have knowledge about things they are easy influenced by bad media. Of course everything is dangerous and bad.

So please remember: You can’t change this! So don’t waste your energy on feeling sad because they won’t change.

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our memories make us what we are. I have a story its not finished but i need to remember the people who have molded me into the lady/women i m becoming.

1.katie Turpenoff
2. Dana Donohoe
3. Kieran Sattur
4. Lynn Davies
5. Kaleigh McBride
6. My Dad
7. I guess family…extended and immediate.
8. Rianna Pursley, Alex Evans, Jessica, Kenta Danish, Shayan, Adam,Zach Berry, Zach thomas, Jason Dunbar, Ryan cruise.
9. List goes on and on

There are so many things that shouldn’t be forgotten, ever. Just by incident I saw a music video of Soul Asylum, Runaway Train , right now and it reminds me on how important it is to remember. Maybe this sounds strange but … that’s how the association came.

So for this post – please remember your lost friends and the good times you had with them. And maybe this triggers you to send them a mail, call them or write a letter … just because.

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Riding in a dune buggy

everything. the best & the worst things, in either extreme. everything worth breathing over.

a blessing and it is a curse.

Two days ago, Cassie died two months ago. How could I have forgotten? What was I doing that made me forget the date?

Oh. I was with a boy, meeting his friends.

I am a terrible person.

of psychological disorders, like alzheimer’s. forgetting who i am would be the most devastating thing that i can imagine.
i’ve realized the important thing is appreciating the life i have now, while i have it. remembering it later won’t mean much if i spend all of it thinking about the past.