Pick myself back up when I fall... not to dwell in sorrow but instead be more optimistic about the future and find a way

Although my past is frozen, the future is changeable by making use of the present now!

Meditating and listen to calming music like enigma’s “return to innocence, sadeness, and final fantasy sound tracks are one of my favourite ones! keeps my emotions in control! :)

I must believe… that i can go on with out you. That I can live without u.

besides its not good for my health and common sense tell me that i should only love someone who loves me too. Only loneliness and nostalgia keep beckoning me to want you back. ’’

Why?

I want to be free, I want to be happy, I want to live life and be loved.

You’ve changed me for the better but i can’t be neither of these above if u’d never accept me and if i stubbornly never let you go.

I believe when i’ve think my reason clear… I can.