Find the true meaning of my life

I have been with my husband for 14 years now. His parents got sick and we moved in with them in order to help them. His mother had dementia and she just passed away January 12th of this year. My husband was soooo close to her. There is not a day, minute, or even a second that he desn’t think about her or talk about her. I loved her too but I just wished he would come to grips with it and get on with our life together. He keeps hostility in our marriage trying to push me away. Is this the way I am suppose to live the rest of my life? I really hope things get better for us, I really do love him, we have a five year old daughter together. HELP!!!!

i was placed here on earth by God to help spread His word.
He also gave me a kind heart and brains, which he wants me to use to help others.

i have a nice car nicely set up got a house, got a kid im a single dad but i still dont know whats my role in this world ..m confuse i dont know what will i do next and where will i start i want to do sumthin but it seems i cant do it..i really dont know m confuse

... with a commitment to finding truth and achieving integrity. The quest for meaning is perhaps the most important task, and when pursued honestly and sincerely, is more than likely to succeed.

... Monty Python… :) I’d like to find what is my true big goal in my life.