be truthful

being more truthful is hard but it has its perks.
now when i talk to someone about something i don’t have to think so hard about how i say something or how i response…. i don’t feel the need to fix, or back-up anything, and it built all my torn relationships back stronger and better…. its hard though… its so eazy to lie…so eazy..

I was finally true to myself and owned up to my faults. I hurt the one I love to let him know the truth. It was the hardest thing I have ever done, and even though yesterday I felt like the scum of the earth. He has begun to forgive me, and I know I have to now earn his trust. I am going to spend the rest of my life showing him that giving me the chance to stay in his life was the best decision he has ever made. And you know what? I even feel better, like a ton of brickes that lay heavy on my mind, and chest has been rocket launched off into outerspace.

2007 would be the year that I started being honest to myself and to others. I never realized how dishonest I was until someone challenged me to be completely honest. Then I realized that I lie a lot – and dont think anything of it, lol.

So I became honest with myself by determining the best choices for me, even if I wanted to do something else. And I became honest with others in telling them what I was going to do – because I used to be such a pushover… yeah…

But honesty is great. While being honest with others you discover who really values your opinion, who really respects you, and who really loves you.

I’ve developed a lot of closer relationships from being honest. It is worth doing. And at the end of the day you will always be happy with yourself, (which is extremely important) because you stood your ground. Yup Yup.

I think I should add…’and tactful’ to this goal. I get in myself into trouble not for what I say, but when and how I say it.