and this has been one of the major reasons I have had problems in relationships. 19 months ago

I started college about 2 weeks ago and I was always being paranoid about people thinking I look so young and that they were judging me and it made me feel like a little kid, because I felt people were judging me as a little kid and so made me act like one.
I’m starting to get a bit more confidence and not actually caring what people think, because I know how old I am and I cant help the way I look. At the end of the day people aren’t even bothered about how I look anyway. I sometimes still have those thoughts at the back of my mind, but it’s gradually getting better.
I’m just gonna be and act myself without being so insecure and paranoid. The people who love me for me and don’t judge are the ones who matter the most. 20 months ago