Become the person I've always wanted to be

-Is witty
-beautiful
-bilingual
-and later a mom

I will be working on this goal for a mighty long time.

Be crazy, be me. Stop being scared, undecided, drifting along, and Become myself as completely and as utterly as I can. In a way no one else can be.

I’m still struggling with the work/life balance. I am taking next week off as “vacation”, which means do errands and try to catch up with things that have fallen off my radar. I do have a few things to do to become the person I’ve always wanted to be.

1. stop swearing. I don’t like it when people swear, especially at work. I have fallen into this habit as the stress of work has gotten to me.

2. Thank people when they have helped out. I guess this falls under building a team besides just being appreciative. I do thank people but I am not sure that I let them know how much help they have been.

3. listen more, talk less. This one is a challenge for me. I need to go into listening mode more often.

Okay, I decided that I want to get my associated degree in science. Because I do want to do something in the medical field. The person I want to be knows what shes wants. LOl I’m I think I’m pretty close in becoming the person I want to be. I’m working at it. I just can’t throw everything I been doing away , I have to keep doing it.

poka

A better version of me.

no comment. frustrating. just no comment.

I am a dietitian, one of my goals is to write this book.

I have been making an attempt to go back to the basics of who I am. I am making plans for next spring in my attempt to make a statement about how crappy riverside is treating its land and people and help bring back smiles to the locals and food for the homeless. I am trying to make scarves to give out as nice gifts during the winter season to the homeless. I am going to make major in social ecology and work for a non-profit to help children and the environment. I am slowly started to draw and read again and am making an effort to be more social. I am trying to see the beauty and be part os the solution instead of a person who just sits behind and complains.

so… after I dropped out of USF and enrolled in Art School I was happily and successfully doing freelance graphic design work… had a baby, moved to Atlanta, worked for Big Corporate Company USA (read: boring but $$$) quit my job and currently packing to move west to Dallas, TX… I can say that I am mostly fearless and do things that make me happy though they seem random and crazy at the time… all of this to say who you want to become gets changed sometimes… now I want to be the coolest mom on the block; which, for now just consists of heart shaped banana pancakes, coloring on the walls with washable crayons, lunches in the park, daily visits to the library, and bubbles galore. BUT I also want to be the gypsy-artistic-go anywhere-do anything-wild-child that I’ve always desired to be… and all this talk of pole dancing for house wives just isn’t going to cut it… how do I be a good mommy AND be a poet, dancer, graphic designer cupcake baker extrordinaire???