spend time with friends

Christmas and New Year, the best excuse to do it.

Tonight i went out with two old friends, it was fun!
We talk a lot, was wonderful hug them, i really enojoyed it, I drink a beer that taste like glory…

I miss this moments, i need find time to do it often…

I´d been so busy, or so tired, so i have seen my friends for a long time.

I miss them so much, i need to go out, to talk and laugh.

I remember a time when I used to have friends. They have all seemed to go away. I neglected them. I worked too much, went to school too much, started a family, and now they’re gone. I need to learn how to make time for them too.

I always ditch them.

I want to spend more time with friends because I need to take time to laugh and learn that it is okay to be me. I like to be me but I need more confidence in who I am and who I want to be. Besides when I am rich and famous who else will spend two weeks with me in Jamaica and Hawaii?!?

“If you meant ‘Spend time with Randy’ then YES.”

:)

True. But no that’s not what I meant. I feel like I’ve spent a tiny bit of time with friends lately. Had lunch with T&C, once, and just T once, and saw a bunch of friends at Randy’s birthday parties.

I want to spend some time each week socializing with friends other than just my lovers. I need to catch up with people, and be present to give back to people who have been giving me so much, and I need to not feel like my lovers are my whole world.

I also want to try to make more contact with people outside my existing circle (take people up on the coffee-plans they keep suggesting, etc.).