Feel atractive, regardless of how wobbly my thighs are

I feel more attractive. I don’t know if I have lost weight or not because I don’t have a scale (haven’t been weight for over a year) but I have been working out. I could just have gotten toned. In anycase I feel better.

For now I am just not fixated on this. I do not feel atractive or unatractive. I just have other things to focus on like running faster and further.

I keep excercising and I feel better about myself but I see no real change in the thinghs but I feel better about myself.

Since I started working out last week I have been feeling much better and I really don’t think about my weight or my flabby things. I am also eating a lot healthier. It makes me feel better and we don’t even have a scale so I don’t know if it will do anything. I don’t even really care.

I started doing yoga and it is making me feel better. I just should have known that when you are out of shape you should not do anything with “power” in the name. I will be paying for it tomorrow during my free martial arts class I signed up for.

I think buying a different style of underwear is helping. The cut is de-emphathising that area and so I don’t notice it so much.

I still need to work on my attitude.

I am not fat, I am 123 pounds and 5’4”, but neither do I have the body I had for over five years, steadily before I got pregnant. I was in great shape and very healthy.

This all should not matter. My husband still finds me attractive, and it does not matter what other people think. I need to have more perspective and not focus on the fact that I have some fat on me but be satisfied with the fact that I am not over weight and still look good.