Find love.... again!

Finally, after three years, my ex finally wants to spend time with our son. I am all for this as this will free up some time to get out in the world to find love again. I am tired of simple existence. I love being in love and know I am not going to make the same stupid mistakes when the right person shows up.

My boyfriend and I broke up three days ago.. it feels impossible right now!

I spent time trying to find someone new and get over an ex but didn’t realize that maybe I loved him too much to get over him and quite possibly he felt the same way? Well he does :) and hopefully still does when he returns. Love is grand and has many possibilities.

yep, i want to do this – first entry, this ones not easy, those of us who have had our hearts broken more than once will cheer me on this one. Life is one big risk, so im going to just go for it, i know my heart mends itself fairly well, so it will find the peices to do it again…if it has to.

Hi, I was just browsing and saw this. I would love to feel that heart pounding, knots in the stomach, giggly kind of love again. I can’t remember the last time I felt that way. Felt happy, giggly, wanting to just have fun with no doubts. I’ve been married for 10 years, been split up about 3 times and just can’t get that lovin feelin from him anymore. I tried, Lord knows I’ve tried, I just don’t have it for him, nor have I the way I know I can love. It’s sad, I’m not getting any younger, I feel I have in a way cheated my own heart from love all these years. I see this one man in my church, divorced and I dream of him coming up behind me and just wrapping his arms around me hugging me and we are both smiling from ear to ear… I don’t get that now at all. When I get a hug it’s not for love, it’s for other things and it’s just not what I need. Anyone feel this way?

... to find love again when you still love someone who doesn’t love you anymore

i went out with someone for 9 months. Then it all ended cuz im dumb. now i found someone and hes so sweet and i can tell anything to i just hope it all works out.

is that what they say?? :)

Well, the love of my life – that I can never really stop thinking about now that we are on opposite sides of the world – tells me he’d like to come and visit in the winter…. ???
Don’t get me wrong – the spring of hope is going to gradually morph into the Niagara Falls pretty soon. But, things aren’t confirmed yet. And how do I even begin to explain to the family? :D
AAAAAAHH. He might be coming here… soon. Oh, please let me not be scandalous!! :D

Well, I had love not so long ago… And I had to leave… But I’m not so great at long-distance relationships, so we agreed that “us” would end when I left.
3 months later, I’m struggling to not remind myself of him or his smile; trying not to think bout how much I miss seeing him nearly every waking hour whe we were together, and being in his arms at night…. I hope we will meet again.

I love him now, but I have to move on. So, find love again it is… :)

the pic is who the poem is for.

If I knew that, that day was going to be the last,
I would have never brought Her up,
I would have never mentioned Her name,
I would have lavished you with all my love, attention, and tenderness.
I would have given you a lot more kisses.
I would have held onto you tight an never had let you go,
But I didn’t know,
That it was the last.
The last time I would ever get to hold your hand,
To run my fingers through your hair,
The last time to hear your laugh,
To listen to you play guitar,
The last time I would ever get to look into your beautiful brown eyes,
To hear your voice,
The last time I would get to show you my love,
And every thing’s not as bad as it seems.
I never even got to say goodbye,
Or say to your face I love you.
Now it’s too late,
I missed my chance,
I let you down,
I didn’t show you life can be just as good with me,
As it was with Her.
I failed to show you that love can come again.
I failed to make you happy,
I failed myself
But more importantly,
I failed to save you,
I’m sorry.
Now all I can do is think of you,
Memory’s of us.
I lay on my bed and cry, listening to that one song over and over again.
I have no appetite,
I don’t want to do things I once loved to do.
I am numb to life,
All I do is think of you and cry.
Tears fall, like a torrent of water,
Down my face and drop onto my pillow case,
Tears,
My tears,
For you,
Over you,
Never ending.