Lose my fear.

because the real basis of it was more a fear of looking bad in front of others, and i reckon that took a pretty good hit recently (see learn to ski goal). so this is kind of one of those goals that’s just progressive, like maybe it’s never completely and totally achieved, but you just attack it more and more. i really want to become more humble. hmmm…maybe i should make that a goal???

...heck that’s such a scary thing. To have people see all your weaknesses conjures up so many imaginings of judgment…like those old school days. The reality is never as bad as what your thoughts would lead you to believe.