be noticed

I want to the world to notice me, to love cherish me devour every peice of me.
When i awake i want the whole world at my feet, to be waited on hand and foot. If i walk into a room i want it to fall silent, and for every head in the room turn at my enterance. Yes this is me the flirt, the show off the know it all and i want you to love me.
When i say jump i will expect someone to jump, If i click my fingers i want the person i need at my feet day and night.
And one day i will be noticed, i will be in control of my life and everyone around me.
But sods law say’s this will only be in my wildest dreams.

I am fine with everything how it is.

Someone should know me. I crave it. When I walk down the street i want heads to turn and people to say who’s that girl? But who am i kidding? pipe dreams are for SQUARES.

to be noticed. I want someone to tell me they care and mean it (and show it). To pay attention to me, especially my cries for help. To help me feel loved. I want to be worth something to someone. I want someone to talk to me.

When I finally ask for advice, and find some to give,I want them to mean the advice they give, and follow up with me to see how my progress is. I wish when someone started giving advice, that they would finish when I asked more questions. To be worth while enough to finish a convo. with.

I want someone to be concerned for me. I want someone to recognize me for all that I have helped them get through instead of push me to the side and pretend we didn’t have all those talks, etc.

I want to have my ego boosted even half as many times as I boost other peoples egos. I want to be told I’m beautiful and friendly, anything really, by—someone.

I can get all of the above if I am someone I am not… be someone that captures peoples attention. But I am tired of being someone I am not. I’m tired of having to try so hard to get anybody’s approval.

I want to be noticed. Noticed for being ME!

being noticed is not a bad thing. It’s completely human nature to feel good and be flattered when someone pays attention or shows positive feedback about you. As for be noticed, I know I am noticable and I’m comfortable about who I am which makes it all the more approachable for others. I feel confident in myself which may create a positive shell for others to follow and see

I love ice skating. I love singing. I love acting. I love having fun with anyone.

That is the reaction I want to get from people a year from now after I accomplish my goal to lose weight. I have been fat my entire life and I am tired of being fat. I want people who have known me all my life to take a second glance when i walk into a room. I want to be congratulated, and praised for a job well down. I have chosen to make me as my newest and greatest job to complete

okay…when i walk through the school, i can feel eyes following me, people come up to me randomly, random guys say they like me…seriously, this is not what i thought it would be. I lost ten pounds, and thought it would make me more noticeable, and it did…and its nice to be noticed…but i actually wish that i had stayed true to myself and not tried to be someone i’m not.

i think i’m being noticed a little more…like at homecoming last night, more guys tried, (and did) to dance with me than normal, and people know who i am more than I thought they did…like if i accidentally run in to someone i don’t know, they’ll address me by my name and say hi…its weird….

I feel like I am invisible in my own school. Almost like no one really knows who I am, or has any desire to be friends with me. I hang out with some pretty cliquey people, but they are under the radar too, and I’m not really ‘in’ with them, I just hang out with them. I just wish that I had the confidence just to go out and talk to people, and talk to people enough on a regular basis that I don’t have to be completely on guard with them. I want people to see me, and know who I am, and want to be friends with ME, not the other way around. Even if I don’t become part of the A-list group, I want to be liked enough and have enough friends that I don’t need to think about social climbing. And maybe…someday I’ll be noticed by more guys…