Learn to ignore the negative comments

Before i used to just ignore negative things & negative arrogant people but after going through depression Im more sensitive & very emotional…..Im trying my hardest but Im gonna try even harder because Im not gonna let anyone or anything get me down anymore… :-)

I think i can safely say i’ve done this one. I’ve become more confident lately, and i just don’t care what other people think.

I don’t get what makes me such a big fucking target!
I have people in my school year, and people in 2 other years. I mean, they should grow up.
I just don’t get why they choose me. I mean, I don’t look weird or nothing.

It’s getting worse, they say, ignore them and they’ll stop.
They never stopped, only got worse.
My school promised to do something, but failed to help me.

For a over a year now, I’ve been branded several things.
Most of which, were unfairly earned. And I only have them because of the ignorence of the people who call me this.

They’ll call me all kind of negative things, and a couple of them even say ‘ewh’, pull a face and laugh when they see me, but I have noticed, it’s only when they are with their friends.

I try to ignore the things they call me, but it’s hard. I try to convince myself that it isn’t true, and that they are just stupid idots. But, natrualy, it’s harder then it looks.
It upsets me, even when I know to myself it’s not true. Perhaps I wouldn’t mind, but it is the negative meaning which people assioate with the word/s they call me.
When in reality, the words are meaningless and is a perfectly okay thing to be. But people hear the word and instantly think bad things.

Half the time I’m sure there was absolutely nothing behind their comment, but I still dwell on them for ages.

I want to be able to cut through the crap and only take on board the stuff that really matters.