know myself better

I am Rakesh Hirpara

Sometimes I fell like someone very chosen one for the shake of this fkin world while sometimes I just get down . I am workin on it to get me dans the post….

meditate, don´t punish myself, take care of me!

I took the 43 Things Personality Quiz and found out I’m aSelf-Improving Lifelong Learning Money Manager

out of 10,000 people who took this test only .17% were close to me

Knowing myself better that would help me under stand what i should be greatful for already around me and remeber what a great life i have when knowing whats beautiful growing around me like my daughter.I don’t want to be a mother who can not know what to do next i want to live life know my limts and what i can do with my talents if there is someone out there who can catch my drift i bat i can make alot of friend that can push me to the,in this life all u do is grab the air and make the most of it well to all who agree please give comment cause i belive that u and i can make the most of it if we try thank u for reading!

P.S I BELIVE IN YOU!

don’t know what it will take though…reading a lot of books and thinking a lot haha

entry

Its really a big dilemma in our life’s, we don’t know ourselves better.. How are we going to react in a situation.. probably we realize. this much later.. so i have decided i will watch my own activities carefully and try to know more about myself..

i have nothing to say on this..

For a long time now, I have wondered what am I supposed to do with my life. I have a degree but no passion. So I just sit here alone in my own mind waiting. But what am I waiting for? Who knows, your guess is as good as mine. The only thing that springs to mind is that I am waiting for answers. Answers to what? Well I guess that depends on the question.

Often times I find myself thinking about the future. I dream of having getting married to wonderful girlfriend and starting my own family. I dream of doing great things and being remembered for who I was in life amongst other things. But although I have these goals, I find that I am not moving forward towards achieving any of them. Its like I am mired by the quicksand of my own indecision.

So what is holding me back? Is it some sort of external force that cannot be resisted? No. That is the problem. All this time I have been looking outside for answers while I should have directed my gaze inward.

Taking a long sober look at myself and my situation is a bit overwhelming. I guess I just hadnt realized how close I have come to seriously messing up my life. And ALL of my troubles have stemmed from not knowing the heart of the person that I see when I look into the mirror. Today I start my journey to becoming a better person and I lookforward to getting to know who I really am..