balance head and heart

it’s the idea of it that he likes, and it’s the idea of it that I can’t stand. But that’s all it is, and it doesn’t have to be anything at all to me if I don’t want it to. I like the idea of love, and i know that it’s the reason for the many negative thoughts i have. and then, the idea of them; when I didn’t even ask him as much as to love me. I don’t know why I can’t weigh out common sense with the reasons i think life is worth living for. Do you see what I mean?

Its hard to balance the things I want with my heart (like to save the world, haha) with the things in my head (how could I possibly make a difference?!).

Something little, something simple, each day, may be the answer . . . its worth a try.