do things that make me happy

can one be so bold as to do the things they love with the chance of hurting the PEOPLE they love… I want so many things, and feel as though I am trapped in this life I have made for myself, and am unable to reverse it and take back the things I love. I want to do crazy things, a fall in love with someone who love me back, and model, and make GOOD money… I want to love what I do every day, and so many other things… This rut that I am in, gets deeper everyday…

Okay. I joined a new gym and I have been going every day since they opened….three days ago :)
I had an assessment done today and I now have a gameplan. I’ve already started a couple classes and I plan to continue with Pilates, Power Yoga, and Flow Yoga.
Yay!!!

I was on my way home from work when I decided to go do something for myself instead (even though I had millions of things to get done at home). So I went and had a haircut, took time to have a funny converation about with a man waiting for his wife, talked to my hairdresser and found out we have friends in common AND found out she is the reason why I have my beautiful dog Lulu…LONG STORY. Three hours later I was almost home I made a pit stop at a department store and found the cutest dress pants and heels, so I bought the pants and they didn’t have my shoe size :( but I plan to go back when they restock because I NEED those shoes. Anyway, I had a great afternoon…cam home and watched Entourage and did ZERO house chores…LOVED IT!!

cut my hair… dumped my mean boyfriend… started seeing a new, nice, hot guy… been to more concerts… wearing the clothes and makeup i want to wear… hanging out with my fabulous friends more… i love this.