He challenged me
Passive like a gentle breeze
Arms in the air
My fire roared

He spent a year quietly
Pushing at my sharp edges
Curling and bending
Like paper

Threatening and understated
Stubborn as a stone wall
I would never ask you to change
Perspective
Has a new window
From which to peer 3 weeks ago

I definitely haven’t succeeded with daily writing but I’m currently working on an article. Technical though. I have to indulge in some freestyle writing, for fun, for the plain idea of it. I’m afraid I’d be ashamed of writing about things which have nothing to do with work etc. Time to break the unproductive months. 4 weeks ago

You wouldnt know it from reading my blog entries on here but I used to love writing and even felt like I possessed a creative flair for it. So I’m going to start writing again. Because my english professor says I have talent. So there. 4 weeks ago

My skin looks pale under full fluorescent.
I do not look good under these lights..
Focus. Focus. Focus.

My name looks good in red neon
My name looks good in blue neon.
I still look pale
Focus! Focus! Focus!

My heart just skipped a pulse. And another, and another…
Am I going to die?
It’s very dark but I feel so alive
Every fibre of my being is crawling towards the light;
the light that defines my destiny;
the light I’ve waited my whole life to wash into.

I am almost flatlined.
When I am in this moment I feel like a could die
and it would be alright.
It’s now my dreams have broken ground
and it’s more than I could have ever asked for.
It’s all I want and need to live.

I have never felt so complete and whole in my entire life,
but that would be because this is the first time I’ve lived.
It’s my birthday today.
Everybody is here to watch me take my first real breath.

I feel my name pulsing through the crowd
and being ripped from a million different throats
I can hear the colours.
Focus. Focus. Focus.

My brain is twisting and inverting with excitment
It’s more than I can handle.
Spinal fluid is coming out my ears
in an attempts to swim away from the madness.
This is the best day of life!
This is the first day of my life.

The scoffers are all swept away
and I am filled with love.
Salt spills over my lashes;
This is more than I could ever have asked for.

I am swamped with emotions
that choke me with fine silk.
My smile rips at the corners
from a smile that wont let go.
I am going to die like this.

Here I am, bursting into light and glory.
Life doesn’t get better than this..
I flat line.
My vitals quiet as I am caught by a million different hands
lifting me up onto space
to take my place as the star I was born to be. 1 month ago

I came up with an idea how to finally come to terms with this goal while at the same time not producing nonsense and develop myself personally.

Let me introduce you to my 365 writing project. All you (or me for this matter) have to do is read a book passage / page / several pages / from cover to cover and reflect on it in a blog post or journal.
Feel invited! 1 month ago

http://grouchandbrainstorm.wordpress.com/2013/03/22/the-physicist-the-theologian-and-the-drunk-an-allegorical-short-story-first-draft/ 1 month ago

Tingles and she misses you
It’s in the air
It’s in the air
A dreamy twirl
of long grown hair
It’s in the air
It’s in the air

Window creeks to spinning chair
It’s in the air
It’s in the air
A silent sob
She wouldn’t dare
It’s in the air
It’s in the air

A broken back, a shred of care
It’s in the air
It’s in the air
The dust it settles
Silent there
It’s in the air
It’s in the air 2 months ago