not care what other people think of me

i am quite confident but i do care what other people think and i get to paranoid, like if im dancing in a night club i always think girls are staring me out actually what ever i do i always think lases are starin at me or talking about me, they proberly are but it shouldnt bother me, girls are bitchy and thats a fact lol, it shouldnt make me to paranoid

I think im ready to click the im done button,i’ve done so well on this ^_

i really don’t care what people think of me anymore,but i know I’m not ready to check this off yet

yay! today we had a back to school dance and i ACTUALLY danced!!!! yep! i danced,last year i just sat down and not do anything because i didnt want to look like an idiot,but now,i had a group of friends that i danced with ^_ it was so much more fun than last year even though i cant dance!!! yay!!! XD

sooooo close to talking to him!!okay,it was on Thursday and i brought lunch to school and i sat down with my friends,i asked one of my friends if she wants to sit in the back table (because i saw my crush,but i didn’t tell her that XD) and she said okay,she sat in the seat i was going to sit in,which was with a whole bunch of other girls,so the only place i could sit that was close to my friends was right in front of my crush!!! .‘i ALMOST said hi >.< but i didn’t!
sigh

its so much easier to do a lot of things now,until i can talk to that boy,im not marking this as done!

yay!!! im doing so much better at not caring what everyone else thinks,whenever i have even the littlest hint of me worrying about what other people think,i just think to myself “who cares?it’s not like….” and then i come up with the rest depending on the situation.I can tell im getting better because before i used to look down a lot and be realy quiet.now,i just pretend that there is a string attached to my head and someone is pulling on it,so i dont look down,and also i do talk more and i am louder! ^_ it makes me feel so much better! :D though I have done better,i can’t mark this as done yet,im still not completely better :D yay!!

Today ive gotten a little better,very little.maybe i’ll do what xturnitup did.;)i guess everything start with a very tiny step! ^_ i feel a little better.

I have no idea how to do this at all.I am always better at it in a place that i have friends and family.But,in school i am the total oppisite of who i realy am,i am sooooo quiet that people are amazed when i speak.it’s ruining my life,whenever im at school,i feel like doing something that i wouldn’t usually do, and when i think of it,i think of all the people watching me and what they’ll think,and i call it stupid.it feels like a whole part of me im missing,please help :(

I hardly ever care what people think of me now.
It only matters what I think of myself, and I kept repeating that over and over to myself and I even wrote it down so I wouldnt forget. I made a list of why I shouldnt care what anyone thinks of me, and that worked! Because anytime I felt like I needed to change for someone, I read that list, and awhile later it started to become very natural to just not care what they think.
Good luck everyone!! :)