not care what other people think of me

i am quite confident but i do care what other people think and i get to paranoid, like if im dancing in a night club i always think girls are staring me out actually what ever i do i always think lases are starin at me or talking about me, they proberly are but it shouldnt bother me, girls are bitchy and thats a fact lol, it shouldnt make me to paranoid

I think im ready to click the im done button,i’ve done so well on this ^_

i really don’t care what people think of me anymore,but i know I’m not ready to check this off yet

yay! today we had a back to school dance and i ACTUALLY danced!!!! yep! i danced,last year i just sat down and not do anything because i didnt want to look like an idiot,but now,i had a group of friends that i danced with ^_ it was so much more fun than last year even though i cant dance!!! yay!!! XD

sooooo close to talking to him!!okay,it was on Thursday and i brought lunch to school and i sat down with my friends,i asked one of my friends if she wants to sit in the back table (because i saw my crush,but i didn’t tell her that XD) and she said okay,she sat in the seat i was going to sit in,which was with a whole bunch of other girls,so the only place i could sit that was close to my friends was right in front of my crush!!! .‘i ALMOST said hi >.< but i didn’t!
sigh

its so much easier to do a lot of things now,until i can talk to that boy,im not marking this as done!

Well, not caring is easier said than done. Just because when you are used to behaving in one way, it definitely takes time to retrain your brain. But I am becoming better at it. Who cares what a stranger will think about me?? I need to focus on what I think. Which I have been doing for the most part. But this is staying on my list because I know I need to be reminded of this goal from time to time!

yay!!! im doing so much better at not caring what everyone else thinks,whenever i have even the littlest hint of me worrying about what other people think,i just think to myself “who cares?it’s not like….” and then i come up with the rest depending on the situation.I can tell im getting better because before i used to look down a lot and be realy quiet.now,i just pretend that there is a string attached to my head and someone is pulling on it,so i dont look down,and also i do talk more and i am louder! ^_ it makes me feel so much better! :D though I have done better,i can’t mark this as done yet,im still not completely better :D yay!!

Today ive gotten a little better,very little.maybe i’ll do what xturnitup did.;)i guess everything start with a very tiny step! ^_ i feel a little better.

I have no idea how to do this at all.I am always better at it in a place that i have friends and family.But,in school i am the total oppisite of who i realy am,i am sooooo quiet that people are amazed when i speak.it’s ruining my life,whenever im at school,i feel like doing something that i wouldn’t usually do, and when i think of it,i think of all the people watching me and what they’ll think,and i call it stupid.it feels like a whole part of me im missing,please help :(