well it all started when i decided to be less shy , i was too shy that people thought i was over polite !! alot of things were in my head , but never be brave enough to actually do it . 

the only way to get over my shyness was ignoring all the people surrounding me and feel free to do anything i want whith out caring what their reaction will be .

that was an important decision i made , my whole life changed when i started to do what i wanted , i started to be myself for the first time , and i  let the people know who i really was , what i think of , and what are my ideas and dreams , i started to have more friends , and i felt popular for the first time , and i noticed that the people who loves you will always do  no matter what , and those who are not interested will not even care . 

then i started to believe in that in every possible way , i set my spirit free and i let myself shine without caring if i was doing the right thing or not , i failed so many times , but i succeed more , i am me and i am proud , i don't know about you but i adore myself  the way i am ,  the way God created me and let me live here. How special i was to be blessed to experience being alive , the least thing i can give back to universe is to be me .