Accomplish something every day

I want to put my imagination to work. I want to build, write, paint, fix, film and photograph. I want to create. It’s hard as an adult though. There’s no lesson plan.

At the moment I feel like I just do the same things over and over and over again – cook, clean, wash, shop for food. Nothing that actually becomes something permanent and nothing that makes me learn, grow, feel accomplished.
This have to change.

I have a special diary (at home) that I make little jottings into…things that I have done that play apart of the big picture that I have of all my goals. I think I have achieved this goal :-D

I also have another diary for my to do list :-D

Even though I have not accomplished what I thought I should do (and that is studying) I do feel a sense of goodness and peace because i did enjoy the weekend. I did my house chores and cooking etc (but not all of it) and I took time to give depth to the other facets of my life.

I realise that I allow people to be themselves.
If I fear that their behaviour is not not in keeping with their personality. (for example if someone is generally kind and they behave mean), then they are going through a “growth phase” – time to learn something new about themselves and about they people connected to that “growth phase”. the universe always have a way of teaching us, disciplining us, making us accountable , helping us and entertaining us (making us happy). I should not meddle in other people’s roles. And I patient enough to see the result that is the ideal/acceptable behaviour response.
I also know that there is one person that I don’t practice this theory with and that is my father. I have some other lesson to learn from him/his existence ..his presence.

Well I have been more generous in my time and money to others since the year began ..something I always feel good about.
I think I am also more cautious on how I spend my time and thoughts and the effects of such a simple thing is amazing..
- more things get done
- more energy to exert until you become the “energizer bunny”
working on balancing all the things I want to do ..in every day
so far i go the housework, preparation of food and taking meals regularly, getting to work on time, and studying working for me.

I have to work on maintaining the above and adding some regular med. & exercise and medication, reading, and hmmm… yeap that is about it for now ;-D

got to work ontime
took lunch for 15mins …
use my lunch time to eat and do fun stuff

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to do

serve dinner, wash dishes, wash clothes -6?
chk memory on PC
chk Hdd on another PC
press -7?
shower and prepare for class

med – 5 min
07:30-10:30 (with juice)
med – 5 min
04:00-06:00 (with tea + snack)
cook

Reload my friend’s pc
made soup
watch si-fi online :-)

simple tasks

DONE renew passport (get authorisation go 10:30 tomorrow) to return on 11th.DONE visit doctor (go on wed 10:30)DONE-pay bills (get phone info pay tonight)

do (all of) the laundry by wedspring clean my environment:-D by sun

grow

read & practice everyday and every night (for 1 mth)
enjoy the journey then when u pause measure ur progress ( for 1 mth)
spring clean my mind :-D (for 1 mth)
then evaluate

create happy moments

do a surprise picnic for bday?
Do a scrap book with java (fill it with fun pics and happy moments and nice quotes) for old year’s

Well we DO accomplish something everyday ..even if NOTHING SIGNIFICANT was done. you have accomplised doing NOTHING SIGNIFICANT.

I gain happiness when I read things that awaken my spirit.I grow when I read. Writing shows the margin between what is and what should be. Listening settles the body and you are able to hear your consciousness. Speaking should be used to express joy and all things that are part of your spirit. (not the norms of society and the inverted emotions that are formed from a suppressed spirit)

I guess what I am saying is that self-realisation is an accomplishment isn’t it? :-)