Accomplish something every day

At the moment I feel like I just do the same things over and over and over again – cook, clean, wash, shop for food. Nothing that actually becomes something permanent and nothing that makes me learn, grow, feel accomplished.
This have to change.

I didn’t do anything that was very time consuming today, but I took care of a lot of things that I’ve been worrying about for way too long without addressing them.

1. Decided that I’ll go back to the migrant program in spite of earlier declarations to the contrary. I emailed Katie about it too, and it’s nice to not have to avoid her anymore or be afraid of my phone. The next step will be to finish up and mail a letter of interest.

2. Caught up on financial stuff… I’m not so great at actually recording what I spend on the debit card, which has resulted in more over-the-limit fees than I’d like to admit. Anyway, I have a good idea now of what I actually have.

3. Phoned the insurance company to request a new copy of my proof of insurance. I’ve been looking for it everywhere and have been really nervous about driving without it – as it turns out, I could have saved a ton of time and anguish by just placing a phone call and picking up a new copy.

4. Paid off my credit card with my tax refund

5. Renewed my driver’s license and registration – before my birthday even!

... that I’ve been thinking about ordering for the last 3 weeks. I also did a gigantic pile of barn laundry that I’ve been avoiding and phoned the gym about short-term memberships.

that…

I have a special diary (at home) that I make little jottings into…things that I have done that play apart of the big picture that I have of all my goals. I think I have achieved this goal :-D

I also have another diary for my to do list :-D

Even though I have not accomplished what I thought I should do (and that is studying) I do feel a sense of goodness and peace because i did enjoy the weekend. I did my house chores and cooking etc (but not all of it) and I took time to give depth to the other facets of my life.

I realise that I allow people to be themselves.
If I fear that their behaviour is not not in keeping with their personality. (for example if someone is generally kind and they behave mean), then they are going through a “growth phase” – time to learn something new about themselves and about they people connected to that “growth phase”. the universe always have a way of teaching us, disciplining us, making us accountable , helping us and entertaining us (making us happy). I should not meddle in other people’s roles. And I patient enough to see the result that is the ideal/acceptable behaviour response.
I also know that there is one person that I don’t practice this theory with and that is my father. I have some other lesson to learn from him/his existence ..his presence.

Well I have been more generous in my time and money to others since the year began ..something I always feel good about.
I think I am also more cautious on how I spend my time and thoughts and the effects of such a simple thing is amazing..
- more things get done
- more energy to exert until you become the “energizer bunny”
working on balancing all the things I want to do ..in every day
so far i go the housework, preparation of food and taking meals regularly, getting to work on time, and studying working for me.

I have to work on maintaining the above and adding some regular med. & exercise and medication, reading, and hmmm… yeap that is about it for now ;-D

got to work ontime
took lunch for 15mins …
use my lunch time to eat and do fun stuff

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to do

serve dinner, wash dishes, wash clothes -6?
chk memory on PC
chk Hdd on another PC
press -7?
shower and prepare for class

med – 5 min
07:30-10:30 (with juice)
med – 5 min
04:00-06:00 (with tea + snack)
cook

Reload my friend’s pc
made soup
watch si-fi online :-)