I’m the exact same.
I used to get jealous. But I really don’t care anymore.
They’re starting to grow on me.
My Granny tells me they’re angel kisses.
I got a burn so bad this summer that I was in the hospital shivering. Couldn’t drink water because my lip ring was getting in the way and not fully healed.
It’s not worth it just to be the same colour as everyone else. 6 years ago

surrounded by these mocha colored people in the summer who tan in a matter of minutes. I KNOW I can never be one of these people, but I can’t help but try… I sit out in the sun and have a new batch of spots in 5 minutes.
The only problem is that I burn REALLY easily. I need to stop trying to be another sun soaked shade, and get rid of all of this red flavor all over my skin… It’s been years since I’ve had a painful sunburn, but I remember them well….
When I was in Quito, I produced a burn sooooo horrible, that it caused my arm skin to blister and sag. EEEEEWWW!!!
When I was in 6th grade, I had a sunburn sooooo horrible that I had to cut off the swim suit I was wearing… No color in the world is worth this skin damage. I’m smarter than that…
I’m rockin a pretty bright lobster shaded arm right now… Yes, just one… I was driving around today, and have a severe case of trucker tan. 7 years ago