step up

My friend went to this wacky “your date of birth will reveal your personality” seminar for $400, she told me mine and surprisingly there are a lot of truth in them that I could work on

Weakness:

-I can finish a job quickly but it will be hopscotch/shit work
-Hate to plan
-Always rushing my work
-Tend to overwork and exhaust myself
-Impatient
-Egoistic/self centered

Strength:

-Energetic
-Charismatic and confident
-Blessed with abundance of opportunities
-People person
-Artistic

I find that business skills is just non-existant and this is obviously something i need to articulate. Yes my weakness really needs to be worked on, at least it is now highlighted in front of my face and I can now work with it.

My strength, it seems I must really learn to really really acknowledge my strength, beleive in myself more. Its easy to see your weakness, to critisize ourselves, to be hard and very judgemental of ourselves, most of the time we are our worse critic and we do this subconsciously.

But acknowledging yourself, not in an egoistic way, or being vain, but to just really appreciate and be grateful and be aware of how amazing each of us are, how we are blessed with soo many strength, it is time to see our brilliance, our artistic being, our beautiful unique soul.

A simple to do list,

1. Work on yoour weakness

2. Acknowledge and use your strength

:)

If all I am is but a conditioned being/robot/ a habitual being who enjoys monotonous repetitive actions, how should i reprogramme myself, what are the words i want to hear in my head, how do i respond to my surroundings, how do i feel most of the time, what is the philosophy i hold dear that no matter what is happening on the outside my soul stands strongs in the inside?????

I ve got the momentum, just need a powerful snowball effect to take its course.

But also leave some space for spontaniety/crazyness heheheh :)

Everyday i become better & better

I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonius & happy

I am obsessed/addicted/estatic/in love & awe of YOU

All I am is but to bring joy and happyness in “others”

I think being a leader is about stepping up when required. This could be to lead a change, to model behaviour, to set an example or to encourage and nurture the performance of my colleagues or my peers.

I fell like my goals are starting to overwhelm me, suffocating me, designed for failure, so that I can keep on being a victim, play small, stay in my comfort zone. Is the burning desire to step up all I need, yeah with the actions too.

This goal is soo general its like setting a goal like: eat food everyday or something. What does stepping up mean to me. What person do I want to see myself. Blah blah bla

Being more forgiving, accepting, the power to be my true self, express myself freely.

Step up to be a better friend

A better son

A better human being

A better colleague

A better me, the best me, which is who i am striving for right NOW :)

Let see now, how can you save the world if you cannot even save yourself. Im in this funky breakdown town at the moment

Financially broke

Heart broken

Motorbike broke down tooo

I think i am just slightly above the poverty line, because I have stocks of instant noodles and my housemate is paying my rent. It is weird that I should receive money from 3 different sources and yet all of them is not happening YET, so welcome to real life, welcome to the funky breakdown town.

Ironically I can somehow sickeningly still smile, with peace and tranquility in my heart. Maybe i just keep telling myself that to feel good, but hey, if i can feel AWESOME at times like these, the funky breakdown town needs to try harder hahahahaha.

On your face muthaf*

-Improve my golf strokes, hit the ball where i want it to be
-Get rid of my acne
-Speak out more
-Be a bit more controversial, let disagree with things once in a while just for the fun of it
-Get the bus before 8pm so i wont be late to work
-Dress sharp at least once a week
-Meditate twice a day
-Surprise people with something they really like

Okay I have averaged at least 100 points at bowling.

Lets go for 200 now.

One step at a time.

yayayyayayayya