become passionate about something

. . irresistible urges. Something I just can’t live without being, seeing, doing . .

And so it is.
Theres an ubercool job Im after, sounds looney, but have you ever met something that youve been looking for since high school, then suddenly it hits you in the face and you say, eureka?
Problem is, the nearest regional office is one international flight away… and I dont want to leave home.
Well well well…

For about 10 years now I have stopped feeling. I know that I do have emotions but I don’t really feel anything. I used to have so much passion and now there is nothing. I do love but I don’t feel anything. Am I making any sense to anyone. It is like seeing things, knowing that there should be some sensory stimulation going on but not feeling anything. I know how to react because I have felt before, but now I don’t.

that ‘something’ will be a person.

I want to be passionate about something so much that i can’t live with out each day.. that no matter how bad i feel, it can always make me better… I WANT to find something to be Passionate about..

My whole life, I thought art was my passion. But it’s not. It’s not. It’s weird to say, even now. I want it to be though. I think I just need to reinvent my outlook. Maybe I’m a photographer. Maybe a sculptor. I don’t know…but whatever it is, even if it’s not art, I want to be passionate about doing it every single time.

this will be difficult, so many things that i love already but i dont feel PASSION for.

I think that is my greatest problem right now. I see all these people doing amazing works and really loving whatever it is that they do. I seem just to be running through the motions. I think if I can find something and commit myself fully, I’ll begin to feel more accomplished about my life. Sure there are many things I love to do and am involved in. But at this point its more like a means to and end, a pass time, or just another resume filler. I want to be totally consumed with passion…. for anything. So consumed that it drives me to do something great with my life.

I did it! I found something to be passionate about. Container gardening. I may find another goal that includes being “passionate” later on, for the moment, I have completed my goal – successfully.

It’s finally here! My passion. Or I mean one thing I am passionate about. I spent time over the past couple of weeks to “design” my terracotta containers. I have about 20 of them.

I had a lot of fun spending time learning about flowers that will take the Texas heat. I made my “wish” list and on Mother’s Day, my family took me to a special garden center that carried most of the plants I had on my list!

When we returned home, instead of just placing them on the patio/deck area, I organized them into sections that would later be arranged and planted into the containers. I then took each container and placed a little note card with the design to be planted. I really enjoyed doing this. I was all alone, looking at all the vibrant colors – greens, pinks, blues, whites and a touch of yellows.

This is something I am passionate about.