remember 43 dreams

I’m not sure where this dream last night came from but it was awful. All I remember was that my brother wanted to cut off one of my fingers. At first I kept running away from him but because he kept finding me I finally decided to cooperate, thinking that the sooner I got it over with the better. However, every time he held the knife to my finger I could tell it wasn’t going to be quick and so I would jump away again. Luckily the phone rang and woke me up because I didn’t want to finish that dream.

The dream I had this morning was so odd… Usually when I have a dream about a person it’s because I have seen or interacted with them lately, but not with this one. It involved a guy I went to highschool with – oh, now I remember I did see him a couple weeks ago. Anyhow, all I remember was that we were standing against a fence or rail of some sort. I don’t know where or why. But instead of just letting me stand there he pulled me toward him until I was between his legs with my back against his chest and he wraps his arms around me and whispered that he’d always wanted to do this with me. I do think he is a doll but never wanted to be with him, so why I had this dream I don’t know. It still gives me a strange feeling in my stomach. I know that I liked it. So weird…