go to bed without having to call everyone you can first

I’ve decided that I’ve officially accomplished this. I’ll have a phone call a few hours before I go to bed that I look forward to, but when I’m tired or just sick of being awake, I can lie down with my thougths and comfortably fall asleep. Yay!

i was actually doing a lot better with this until the other night, so i’m going to leave this on my list. on that particular night, i called everyone in my cell phone that could receive calls at 3 a.m. and that’s probably 50-60 numbers. it was genuinely pathetic and i felt horrible afterward. i just couldn’t sleep and all i wanted was conversation and i couldn’t find it. anyway, i’m still working.

my phone broke and it took like a week to get a new one, so technically i did go to bed without calling everyone possible first. probably is i replaced the phone with staying online until i fell asleep at the computer.

how long do i leave this here? i’ve done this for a few days, but mostly because i’m so exhausted i pass out. i don’t think that counts.