stop doubting myself

“I can’t.”
Now I have a lot of confidence in myself, just not in my abilities. I’m always telling myself “I can’t do this or that,” because what I can do is all too often not recognised or praised or anything. That seems to have a big effect on me. :[

I am just as interesting as everyone els
not everyone has it in for me (I guess it would seem rather vain in thinking that they do!)
I am not abnormal
I try to be nice and others see that

Smile and Be Happy :)

I know I can accomplish what I want to in life. I just have to give myself time.

i guess it is because i am so self-aware; i know my weaknesses so well, that i avoid things that trigger them. i am VERY good at justification. i hope that simply by writing this down where people can see it, i will embarrass myself out of stopping myself. i know i have the skills, i know i have the spark. i guess i just have too much of the wisdom and have lost too much of the innocence/ignorance…. blind faith isn’t doing it for me lately. i see things coming down the road and i predict the outcome before i even take the first step. well, i really need to stop that.

I believe that ultimately, I can accomplish the things I want to. I do have doubts about whether I’ll be able to do certain things right now. In general I think it’s that I worry about other people judging me and my capabilities. Once I feel as though they are doubting me, I start to feel defensive but ultimately, doubt myself as well.
Maybe this goal goes hand in hand with stop worrying about what other people are thinking.

i do have moments where i don’t doubt myself, but they’re temporary. the next day i just go back to my negative view of myself.

I try not to doubt myself but it’s so bloody hard. My insecurities (it used to be insecurities AND paranoia) causes me to think about my position in this life. Am I even supposed to be here, and constantly be unhappy with the way things turn out? Or do I just disconnect from it all and turn my back on it? =.=’

This goal is complicated. But I know now that I cannot let the shit that people put me through get to my head because I despise this. I want to give the benefit of the doubt that people are the way they describe themself, “fair and non-judgemental” crap, seriously, I hope you all live up to those words. Liberating.

alright, first step: stop saying “i can’t”

lets see how this goes.

no matter what i do, everything just goes to sh!t. i try to help -> i make things worse. i’m honest -> i get insulted. i feel like i cant be myself and i feel like i can never do anything right. i dont know if this goes under “stop doubting myself”..but i just had to get that out.