I have lost myswlf,l don’t know what to do or how to do when i am in depress,infect,i usually in depress,i should get myself back, 3 days ago
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There are lots of things I want to do, and yet, I don’t know where to began.
Most of this in something that can’t be done, basically, it means it only can be done in my dreams or in my stories.
But people are feel free to dream….
There are lot of me inside me, I don’t know what is real me.
When i found something That I really enjoy, then, perheaps I might be able to find myself. 1 month ago
why try to earn the approval of this girl nsme Jenny and a coworker named tiffany if they sometimes act when i contact them its just the comparison of they “don’t put effort to contact me and act as they are busy even when if they aren’t”. drop people like these guys. thanks.
reference: youtube—>give pink kisses, ellie scarborough 1 month ago
disclaimer: seeking professional help and counseling
i hv bipolar type ii and i find that before I get those intense racing thoughts i start feeling really apathetic, and then i get really manic(spin into mania) and want to carry on many different activities at the same time! 2 months ago
How I did it: That life's not about FINDING yourself, but CREATING yourself.
I used to get very depressed when i was younger (like 16years old, im now only 19 but still) this was because i felt that i had no place, i was alone and i had no idea who i was and what i wanted to do. I compared myself to everyone, was crazy about my weight and lacked confidence so much so that i was afraid to go into town sometimes.
But the truth is, not many people know what they want. This is no reason to beat yourself up though. You are a person on the planet, no less than the trees and the stars and you have a right to be here and whether or not its unclear to you, no doubt the world is unfolding as it should.
So dont beat yourself up, get a pen and paper and write everything your great at, write down nice things people have said about you, even little clippings from magazines (places you'd like to visit) and create a scrapbook, your scrapbook...so whenever you're feeling down, look at it and remember what you're really great! :)
Then write down a problem you have, such as 'i think i'm fat' then write 5 postitive ways in which you can change, for example, walk to school/work have a piece of fruit, look in the mirror and say something nice about yourself, and work on one each day, and by the end of the week your problem will seem smaller.
Thing is, we are all different, and although your perception of yourself may be low, ask some other people what they think, and it is very very often different from what you think (in a good way). Dont compare yourself with people, there will alwyas be better and worse people than you, accept that and embrace life. There has to be something you want to do...a goal....an aim....whatever it is at least write it up and put it on your wall, focus on positive things rather than negative.
I did this and it changed my life, I'm now much happier and healthier. You're not BROKEN, you dont need FIXED, you just need to FOCUS yor thoughts and remember that you're not useless, or boring or plain. There's no one else like you, so create the best version of you possible! Life is too short to be bitter, so chin up....:)
and listen to some happy tunes! (like jason mraz-im yours) Read how I did it… 4 years ago
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and write and write. To sort my thoughts out in words. But time and patience does not allow for it at the moment!
Right now I’m facing a huge dilemma. Marriage. As I type this I know I’m screaming inside, NOOOOO! It’s not even “deep down” anymore. The closer I get to it, the more I want to run. Knowing that there is no way that I want to marry him, to commit to “this” for life, why am I still with him? For 10 years I’ve known it was coming to an end. Well, 10 in September, but everytime I try to convince him, well, he isn’t receptive. I lost myself 10 years ago. I’m nothing like I was and that’s bad because I don’t like who I’ve become. He is a huge part of that. A negative part. How do I figure this out while he is always around???
And do I do what’s right for me or cave to the guilt?? It’s not fair to him although I think ALL my reasons are fair game, not just the “me” aspect.
What next? Find out what I am made of? Back to school, new job? The only thing I know 100% is I want to provide far more for my kids future than mine ever was provided for. Had I had real family or a safety net I might not have ended up here, 10 years wasted. But on the flipside, without this part of my life I wouldn’t have those 3 wonderful beings!! 6 months ago