not be afraid of love

I want to have a relationship that doesn’t involve head games. I want to be able to be myself completely with all my flaws and not be afraid. I want to stop pretending to be someone else. Get over my fear of closeness.

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Yeah, that love thing that happened 8 months ago really REALLY sucks now. Thanks Brian, for putting my heart in a blender. Enjoy your malty regret shake.

Love is complicated.
I think that some people aren’t meant to find love.

I think that’s me.
Love doesn’t exist for me.

But i’m no longer afraid of it.

Do what you think is right, and if it’s not right; then fuck it.

I can say it has changed my life…. give it a chance, and believe me I had taken so many chances, and it is all worth it

i think i can check this one off my list finally!!! i met someone and things have gotten pretty serious, pretty quickly and normally i would back away but i was finally able to just let my guard down and go with it and i’m glad i did. he asked me to marry him and i said yes!!! i can’t believe i’m getting married!!! even though it feels a little rushed, it feels right and i don’t want to be with anyone else but him. i love how i feel when i’m with him.

I’m in love and it rocks!

I’m afraid of the part that HURTS!! It sucks to be afraid and not know and feel like maybe I’m just wasting time when I’m honest about how I feel and let my heart lead the way and leave myself vulnerable to rejection… And worrying that if It does turn into love somethings going to go wrong anyway… I’m not afraid of love, I’m afraid of the part that hurts.

I’ve been afraid of love for 18 years of my life because of what I had to grow up around, it really had a huge impact on me. I advoided it for so long because I was afraid of what would happen, I was afraid to let someone actually love me and let myself love someone else. I finally met this boy who taught me how to not be afraid to love and not be afraid to express my feelings.
I’m really greatful for that because if it weren’t for him, i’d never expirience such a wonderful feeling, probably the best feeling someone could ever feel.
For the first time in my life, I feel the most comfortable and happiest when i’m around him than I ever have with anyone else.
It’s amazing how one person can change the way you look at everything and how happy they can make you.
This is definately worth doing.

Ahh, the single life