Get out more

I’m getting out!
Going outside alone…which is the whole idea.
But when I do. I’m spending loads of money. Money that I need for more important things. Other than make-up and junkfood/take out. Plus I give away money (not a lot of money) to people on the street, at times, whilst they are playing their guitar. I’m not heartless, really. I like helping people (what goes around, comes back around sort of thing.) :) even though I can’t really help myself with things in my life. :( Especially when it comes to spending…I like spoiling myself – a lot.
I want to be able to go for a walk to go for a walk. Not to blow all my money on pointless items. :{ But I cannot seem to get passed that.

I am going to watch a Shakespeare play Comedy of errors. The APA is about a hour drive from here but that should be fun. Will be visiting the cave of mounds/little norway on route as well.

I went to Prince Edward Island. =)
It’s so beautiful .. and clean! I love it!

I took the bus down for a full day trip. I paid 45$ and that covered: The bus ride there and back, a great meal, and 5$ to start out with at the casino. So it was the cheapest and the best thing I have EVER done. I would do it again in a heartbeat. ♥ I didn’t wanna come back to Saint John—at all. Oh well. It rocked and I’m ecstatic!

I noticed that hell actually I have been going out more, I should just tick this off, but its not at a standard that i would like. Reality kicks in when i realise i dont have enough money, puck. I have to be crative with this. going out should not just be limited to getting pissed at as many clubs in one single night. Hmmmmmmm. Alternatives:
-Volunteer, give & think of others
-Play dumb video games with golf buddies
-Have a walk at the beautiful Swan River
-Create a kick ass soccer team

What do i want to really achieve with this goal?? Do i really need 2 do soo much & go out all the time? What am I trying to prove??

You can keep on going to million places, running away from an invisible demon, the fear of beinng alone, of being with your own self.

Do not over analyse. Stop being soo much in your head, being soo hard on yourself, thinking to much. What does the heart say.

It does not matter where you have been, how “cool” “hip” “awesome” things are. How many hearts have you touched? How many people have smiled because you were there for them when they needed you? Have I made their lives any better?

Hmmmm. Its doesnt really sound like the fact that im not going out that much is the real problem. Maybe i just a place to ramlbe crap in my head hahahaha.

When u go out, just go out, when u dont, just dont feel like theres something wrong with you, that there is something missing.

Wherever I am, no matter what i do….

I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving & harmonious :)

“Life is too short to be serious. Go for a walk – take your mp3 player with you. Odds are you’ll run into some people you know. And if they ask you to do something: hangout or whatever, say, “Yeah sure!” Don’t be like, “No. I have stuff to do…”

Honestly, I never have stuff to do.
He’s right.
I think he got through to me – for once.

♥

My friend J. asked me to goto the bank with him and I accepted. So I got out … two days in a row. Woot. ♥

I stay at home most of the time, and it’s not fun. So yesterday I went and hung out at Westlake center by myself, just window shopping a bit and looking through Daiso. I bought a small box of cookies at Daiso and ate near the fountains. I hope I can continue from here to be more social and explore my surroundings more. Wish me luck~

a deer yesterday! ♥ Yay!
So I took a photo of her/him. I was excited … well I still am. :)

I went to the movies this evening. I got off work an hour early and cabbed out east. I went to the movies with two co-workers. It was fun. :3

a protest yesterday. So I’m going to count that because I was outside for quite some time. And not chatting it up on my computer. :]