do something I wouldn't normally do every day

I’m thinking of eating breakfast in the cafeteria instead of just going straight to the library like I always do. I don’t think I’ve ever actually done that at this school before, so it should be very different… I just hope the food isn’t yucky. :(

I didn’t do the thing I planned on doing. Instead, I took a different route home. Oh well. I kind of enjoyed looking around the way I took instead of just going the same way I always do.

I’ve decided that, every day, I’m going to do something I wouldn’t normally do. I’ve been in a rut lately. I’ve been bored and really unhappy, so I’m going to fix that. I’m not sure what I’ll do every day, but today, I think I’ll try and be the one who STARTS a conversation instead of just sitting back and listening to my friends talk. I really need to stop being so shy…

like I am stuck in a shell, and I have some invisible barrier that is really preventing me from living. I feel like I am missing some intensity, some passion in my life. I need to start breaking through all of my limitations and my self-imposed restrictions so that I can live fully. I suppose this is how people with mid life crises may feel. I’ve heard they’ve labelled a quarter life crisis now, that must be what I have!! I just hope this goal doesn’t mean I’m going to blow all my savings or end up arrested ;)