tell both my siblings that i am pregnant

I told my brother today, he acted the way i thought he would. he didn’t seem really surprised but then again he’s like me and reacting on his feelings right away are not his immediate reaction. We take it all in, wait for it to really hit and set in, and then react. but the point is… they both know.

Well almost everyday since telling my parents they have asked me if i told my sister. They say it is because they have to watch what they say around her, they don’t want to let it slip or feel like they have to hide it because they want her to hear it from me. Which i can understand, but sometimes i feel like there is something more to it. my mom said something the other day about her being involved in this and i didn’t say anything because i wasn’t sure exactly what she meant but i wanted to say whoa whoa involved in what? why does she need to involved? not that she can’t be involved but she made it sound like she should or has to be involved and i don’t like that idea at all. i am still trying to get a handle on feeling like i am hugely in debted to them for all of this i don’t want to add to the list.